Welcome back my brave 2nd in command

Hey Blackskullkilla.. Thank you for everything you do. We here at Insaniac gaming salute you. You risk your life to save others and you still manage time to help run an awesome community with me.

It seems kind of crazy that you can be a firefighter.. Then be able to play xbox. You are my hero bro.

I have always thought of fighting fires and such or being law enforcement. I had a really bad scare with fire when i was deployed.. I almost died so it was hard for me to want to fight fires.. Then being a cop wasnt a choice for me anymore. After i got out i never wanted to shoot a gun again or be around them.. Or have to hurt anybody. My inner strength was gone.. I am tired of fighting. I just want to be at peace ya know?

For you... You are so strong Mr Blackskullkilla. That is why we will support you in your leave of absence and be able to congratulate you when you come back. It is nice to see somebody else be strong around here.

You have done alot in the past month then people have done in years being with community. I cant wait to see this community grow and mold into what this community was meant to be!

The best damn gaming community in the world xD

Thanks mate, I appreciate that much. I'm sorry to hear about your past experiences, and that you had to endure all that. Although, however had that they were, they shaped and made you into the person you are today. I'm happy to know that person and be apart of his community. I will continue to be as active as I can be during this storm. I can understand the wanting peace part. I may not have the militaristic experience, but I've also seen and had to endure many things as well. And a good day for me, is a day that doesn't require sirens or telling someone that I can't save their loved one.

BlackSkullKilla wrote:

Thanks mate, I appreciate that much. I'm sorry to hear about your past experiences, and that you had to endure all that. Although, however had that they were, they shaped and made you into the person you are today. I'm happy to know that person and be apart of his community. I will continue to be as active as I can be during this storm. I can understand the wanting peace part. I may not have the militaristic experience, but I've also seen and had to endure many things as well. And a good day for me, is a day that doesn't require sirens or telling someone that I can't save their loved one.

The last part on your message is heartbreaking. I just dont want to be around the chaos anymore. I want order..Stability.. Peace. Thats why i moved out to semi small place.. I moved from Rockford Illinois to Mason City Iowa... The population difference is huge. Its alot more quite out here... minus the trains.

U missed out on the Minecraft Night yesterday. We suprisingly played for awhile it was fun. I tried Defending Mushroom Island.. Everybody wanted it because they couldnt find food. I protected it and killed a few people in the process lol xD

I don't think there is a room big enough for the both of you to get

I can relate to that. My town is pretty small as well. The kind of small where I can't go anywhere without bumping into someone I know. Which is good and bad. I enjoy small towns, everything feels closer and more tight knit. People help each other more. But on that same note, you also know the people who get hurt or pass away better as well. It's a double-edged sword. On a happier note, that does sound pretty epic lol. I can totally picture you and imagine the conversation(s)/dialogue that went on while you had your last stand moment on Shroom Hill.

Lol nothing wrong with a little bromance BeavrChasr. You know you want to be a part of this.